it's been so long since i've blogged!
we had a great week away, house sitting. now it's back to family life... except i'm not with my whole family. i miss Matt so much, it makes me sick. i feel so sad that he and Jakob have to be apart from each other. it's not fair. i pray and hope with my whole heart that this time goes by quickly, or is resolved faster than currently planned. i have never felt this way before. i am so in love, and my heart is so full because of Matt and Jakob, but so broken because my baby is gone.
i have a gym membership, and pilates, and friends and of couse my number one priority, Jakob to keep me occupied. but my mind and heart are always thinking of my sweetness. of course. i have to start focusing on the wonderful, the happy ending. not the dragging time, the sadness i feel.
today i went to my cousin's house to watch a movie called Scoop. it was pretty good. tomorrow i'm taking Jake to two dr. apts, and then for his first swim! i really wanted Matt to be a part of this. we'll be going with my cousin, and aunt.
hey, does anyone have an opinion about daycare at a gym? should i take Jakob? matt and i think it's too early, without his shots.... anyone..?
well, american idol is on, so i must go watch. i should be doing my cardio.. but i can't do it until i know my boy is home safely.
i love you matt, if you read this!!
love sarah and jakob.
p.s, matt, you are our whole world, we miss you, thank you for being such an amazing husband, and working so hard for us. i really appreciate you. i don't know where i'd be without you, and consider my self the luckiest woman in the world to have you as my own.. for eternity. lots of hearts, hugs, and kisses. you're number one to us! xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox